To This Bond

i'm waiting for a reason,
and it's not treason.

i've promised you myself
but to give that i need to feel your honesty
and that I don't feel it honestly...

you've promised me one thing
and that you feared to fulfill
altough I tried my best, cushy to make you feel.

time you have requested
time i have given
but at the end
i'll be the one you'll forget
not forgiven.

desire won't kill this affair...
but one thing certainly do harm us,
your actions of hidden nature.

you want to believe that I am playing
but I'm not.
now tell me who is more loyal
to this bond?

i'll look into your eyes
and i'll tell you one more time..
i don't want anymore waiting days.
only for you to be mine..

i don't care about the title
but i do care about the state.
i don't want to be your toy, to be your bait.
i want us to settle.

otherwise we'll be two strangers
trying to own the same saddle
but i want to share it
how - it doesn't matter.

do not keep quite.
you've used that joker.
do not explode in stress and fear.
you've abused that joker.
do not keep your face dull,
this is not a game not poker.

i've forfeited my honor,
i've sustained my anger,
i've given up my lover,
i've acted like a sinner...
only to get you talk, to get you hear..

you want to believe that I am playing
but I'm not.
now tell me who is more loyal
to this bond?

• Photographer

  Can Berkol

• Location

  Austria, Vienna

• Assignments & Events

  Not Available

• Models

  Melis Oğuz

• Styles

  Portraits, Streetscapes

• Tags

  woman

• Equipment

  Leica M9
  Voigtländer 50mm f/1.1 Nokton

• Shooting Specs.

  Date Published: June 20, 2012
  Date Taken: May 12, 2012
  Aperture: f/2.8
  Shutter Speed: 1/750
  ISO: 320
  Focal Length: 50 mm
  

• Post-Processing

  Contrast & clarity increased.

• Notes

  i know you better than you think that I know you and vice versa. that's our problem, that's our curse. still, that's the beauty of this affair.